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Sunday
 i feel so lost in everything i do w/o you. i dont know what i really want in life. i have this fear of losing th future i want all this while. i miss you being inside of me carrying you everywhere i go. i have this greatest fear that i cant make it to my dreams that ive always wanted. saying goodbye to you was a pain till now. sometimes i have to forget everything & turn a new leaf. but everyday, you are always remembered. everyday i prayed to God hoping i could see you one day. i really miss my old times w you & th man we love. all that was our past baby. i wish you were here in my arms, bringing you everywhere i go. shop together, eat together, bath together, everything together. i know that will never happen. never will-i know. i envy those who could actually make a good family on their own. being loved by th ones nearest to them - husband/wife/children. fr me / all that was dead dreams. every night il say goodnight & pray that you'll always be okay. still, without you here, il live my dreams high fr you. no one understands how sad i am everyday being who i am now. youre th reason i smile, live everything to th fullest. 'he' doesnt care anymore, but i still do. dont worry, when i leave this world one fine day, th first wish will be seeing you all grown up & say, "i miss you baby :,)"
baby, you'll always be remembered. i love you. though it happened so fast, that every sec is never wasted upon you. may you be safe around th angels up there. ♥ Muhd Alfi ♥
3:48 PM
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