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Sunday
 i cant stop thinking about US. i cant make myself forget so easily. we aint happy like we used to be anymore. im starting to feel we aint going anywhere being like this. i dont like the way im being treated by you. i hate you. i do now. you never cared for me like before. you thought i was okay, but i wasnt. i was never. you created a big space between us. you lied & played behind my back a thousand times. ive had enough of all that. i hate you. i dont love you anymore. i dont. i never want to stop loving you, but you forced me to. im nobody to you. youre not the alvin i met before this. you dont see yourself change, but i do. i know i cant be there having fun w you like before. instead you choose to have fun w someone else & lie. im hurt. ive had it w your lies. my heart cant take it any longer. you tested my patience too far. & now i hereby say, i already give up on US. you dont deserve a girl like me. i dont need a liar like you. i dont need to be treated like stupid after 19months together. for goodness sake, i wasnt happy throughout. you really destroyed mmy life & now you are free to go. you were always that way. before, during & after being w me. you treated me like as if i was invisible to you. i dont care if youre a chinese; rich in any ways. I DONT CARE ! i dont wish to care about someone like you anymore. i thought you were everything, but you werent. bcos of you i cant go out anymore. bcos of you ive got no more freedom. bcos of you i got no life. bcos of baby i stayed. if it wasnt for that, i wouldnt wanna see your FUCKING face anymore. i wish i could stab you to death. i wish you would be paralyzed & realise your mistakes. i wish you never existed. how i wish we werent together in the first place. you were never that special to me. fyi; youve been living in lies & you'll never get any further than what you thought. no point learning about Islam if all you do is SINS, i dont need you anymore. thank you.
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