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Wednesday
 sometimes i wonder, must i do this just to teach him a lesson? yes i should. thinking back about my past seems wasted for me. especially those painful memories. i will comeback to Alvin one day, but not now you see. i still need time to consider. i want you to change. ive been taken advantage, just bcos im losing them to their words. and that sucks big time. in school today, had a longggggggggg talk w Aizuddin(classmate). he told me the good stuffs about Wanbby. i was like -____-" ok? i really didnt concentrate much attention to him cos i was damn busy checking my papers. haha c: sorry yer. so, i did receive my papers back & (*^%$@# ? obviously, i failed. and my conduct - fair? oh man :o this is hell. i failed my English paper (which all the levels seem to be failing too), Maths, History & Physics. isnt it like hell? grrrr ! tomorrow, maybe il receive my Chemistry paper, Geography and D&T. Mother Tongue on Friday. surely pass nye laa. takya cakap daa tahu. haha :D confident sia elly* hehe. after school, me Wanbby, Amira, Aizuddin, Sofi gi library skolaa. lepak sane, psl ade aircon kan. haha. maen reversi ngan Amalinna (: she won, besok kena blanje air. haha. then maen scrabble ramai-ramai. kecoh sia :B around o2.4o we went off. Wanbby send me to MRT station, then i head back home. school was tiring. i slept through History. nice, but my womb cramp; fcuking shit man. Alvin, if you read this. id like to say this. sometimes in my posts, they are just to make you upset and jealous. if you really love me, you should have the patience to go through all this. its simple, just change. you used to send me messages and then you send the same to other girls, its hurtful. i feel like strangling you & let you die. i wish i could. when you said it was your first time admitting your mistake, i was so psst. seriously. i didnt expect to be living in your lies all this months tau. what a miserable-drama-life. Wanbby has been waiting for me, three years coming. & still we're just friends. its never easy to forget you, though i & you seldom meet now. to be continued...
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