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Friday
 my feelings for you seems to fade away bit by bit.day by day. whats going on? this feeling sucks. days have past. time has said its day. but what am i now? i feel so ashame to face you right now. at this point of time. i really feel so DAMN confuse. i must stop pretending my feelings towards you. cos it will cause so much pain for you. i dont wish to see you cry, it hurts me seeing you shed tears. you were once my everything. most important person in my life. but why does it change so fast now? i feel so small. i feel theres nobody here w/ me. i feel so lost right now. inside my heart. i dont know where you've gone to. you seem to be disappearing from my life. do you know, after what has happened in the past. i lost everything. my trust towards my family. my freedom. i feel like im caught & stuck here forever. never coming out again. i love my family, yours, my friends. but it seems so wasted if i have to leave now. hes the obstacle between the both of us. im still trying my best to forget him. but.. haix. im slipping away. youre fading. im stuck. im lost. youre gone. its tough time for me now. ive to stop thinking. put aside everything &concentrate on my MYE now. i have to avoid you for awhile. pls make space &time for me. still youre always my one &only. thanks. i love you now &till forever, my Ayang. Labels: love: elly
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ELLY