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Saturday
 i should stop looking back, i should look ahead. i shouldnt be afraid, i should be brave. things can never end up like what we imagined, like what we usually planned. yesterday night was a mistake, i shouldnt let it out here. bcos something happened during work & it really made me regretted. i was scared to move away, instead i stayed. the night when i came back, it was to happen again, instead i back-ed away. i stayed home. i never want it to happen fr th second time. im Alvin's gf/wife. why cant i remember that? i must be strong to defend myself though Alvin isnt around. i should & i will. around 12am yesterday, i switched on my phone radio. i was listening to 'Mystery Jam 12' scary jugak uh. my heart was pumping hard. superrr hard, i hardly cant breathe. i dont even know why. i fell asleep & i realised it was 5.30am in th morning. i wanted to go to th toilet, but i felt something hard on my shoulders till i cant sit up. so, i continued sleeping. i dreamt of so many *&&^%$ dreams. about crocodile chasing me, eating my friends and stuffs. it was scary. when Mariana woke me up at 9am, i felt so kanchong, & asked wheres everybody. she said everyone has gone out. i continued sleeping & end up waking up almost 12pm ! i was superrrrr tired. now gonna change my skin. brb ,
12:59 PM
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