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Sunday
 i miss having fun w you my dear. seriously, my heart cant hide itanymore. i miss you damn much. really. but idk why im running too far. when youre not around me, i feel like im free from all i want. but still, youre the one im always thinking of. wan is only a friend for now. but not too sure later. cos i feel so free now. w/o you by my side to scold me. to say $$%&^*& to me. yes, i miss that part of you. though it makes me cry inside & outside. still i know you care alot for me. when you talk about the past. im still dying. i cant run away from it. im still here. like i used to be. but now, i feel so empty. you are no longer there. but i know you are still here- only in my mind. everyday when i wake up, il search my phone. hoping you'll leave a sweet message fr me. but then.. yes, ive not been messaging you as often like i used to. im sorry. i just dont know why. idk why ive change. pls. i still need you. dont go no matter what ok? this relationship will still go strong no matter what. what i miss most is, *pinching your ass (: pls. meet up soon. i love you always, from your babyelly, ellyana bte ... ( hehe ) do sleep well tonight cos tomorrow will be another day ahead for us. 6 more days to our anniversary. hope to get you something (:
11:26 PM
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ELLY