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Thursday
 ayang, this was our happy times together. do you still remember? i miss you so badly.i miss your funny jokes that makes me laugh out like shit. i miss your smile. i miss it. i miss you hugging me, i felt so secure. i miss you kissing me, i felt i was important. i miss you slapping me, it shows me you care. i miss you saying &^%$#@ to me, i sense you really love me alot. i knw you love me so very much, jst that guys are hard to get their eyes off other pretty girls. i understand. we girls face the same too. but its sad. its too much that youve given me. the pain is unbearable. its not forgiving as well. everyday, i hope to see you. but im stuck w other things. & to be honest, i dont wish to make an effort to meet you. i want us to forget the past. we've made it this far. im happy to see you happy when youre w your friends. May seem to be a month that makes us think, what have we done the past. till now, who are we actually? have you realised abit? your imperfection was perfect in my eyes. the way you eat, sleep, bath, talk, laugh, walk, think.. everything. you accepted the way i live. you bear w all my cock everytime we quarrel. when you say that im childish, i felt so small. but its ok. i knw im younger & i shud listen to you. but i knw how to think whats bad & good. sometimes when you say harsh words, i tried to control my tears. i dont wish to let you see me cry. cause ive seen you cry so many times. the times ive disappoint you when i was w Fiqo, remember? you will of course. that was not purposely ok. its against my will, but you wouldnt believe. im sorry. please, i wish i could see you & talk like we used to before. but, sad to say- we're over for good. thanks ayang. you will always be remembered. eventhough memories could be hurtful to our hearts. from your dearest babyelly, takecare ayangku- Alvin Lim Zong Yao :,( Labels: All About Us Is Over
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ELLY