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i dont wish to say so much about what has been happening in my past. but then memories just keeps coming back. hmm. what to do kann. got secret nie. i wanna share. Alvin; if you read this. you better keep you effing mouth shut ok. & dont say a word. here the story begins. * in school. i have this guy that i wanna share about - Syazwan. i only have this feelings for Syazwan because his handsome-ness makes me fall for him. but too bad. im devoted to one. true enough we've been 'dating' in school. but not that kind of 'DATING' laa. haha. hes still waiting for me. i must say this, " you shouldnt. i wouldnt want you to regret one day. " he still wants to wait. i wont stop you kay? but then. what is love truly means? guys NEEDS sex. sex to them are LOVE. but this is a different story. its just about the heart that makes him like me. ive got no heart actually. just a small one. i dont care what people think of me. because i am just who i am. but when school and love mixed together. it seems to difficult to cope. especially with someone you just start with. & my weakness comes in love. when i care. i care forever. when i love. il love forever. but is this who i really am? elly wasnt like this before when she met Alvin. she used to busted all guys who gets in her way & she never fails to change a guy everyday. but now. i seem so close and attached to this guy name Alvin. but when Syazwan is around. Alvin disappears from my mind. we're in the same class though i just cant seem to accept him. i kept thinking and arranging my pieces back. but i cant seem to find a way. sorry if ive hurt you. i know ive left you just like that. but i have to. cos i love Alvin more than i do for you. maybe somethings will change differently - soon. love: elly. 6:18 PM
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